I wanna say...

Its been a very hectic week for me, and I didn't have the spare time to blog or update my recent happenings.

My car is not function properly again. Stupid mechanics fix it with a cheap way, and not even 24 hours the car broke down again. My bro had a small accident with it when the car's engine suddenly died. Here is what I am trying to say.

Lately robbery activities has increases alot, and while concerning about my safety when I'm outside, be it tuition with my student, or yum cha with friends etc. Why not you fix the car properly? You never experienced stepping half way into the coffin with the car, and yet you are so stubborn not to fix or whatsoever. Did you know there are few times other cars was at like 1cm close to me when the car's engine died? You just, don't know... the feel

Am I going out so frequent lately? Maybe yes, but going out 3 days a week isn't too much, I'm excluding the days where I am giving tuition, I'm helping my friend and yet you always think i'm going out to enjoy myself. sigh, you want me to record it and let you watch?

Am I not doing my job as a student? Am I not finishing up my assignments? Am I skipping class? Am I not studying for my tests/exam? No to all the question above... parents always don understand, they thought they are the one who is always right, yea you're right most of the time, BUT not every time pls.

nuff whining. On a brighter note, I alr bought my 500D yesterday. Assignments are really killing me until i don have the time to even test it. Will do when im free...

currently listening to Mama Do - Pixie Lott, awesome! :))

Google

Currently I'm looking for information about Google. Indeed, what is Google actually? We all know its a search engine. To top it off, it is the best among the field, if not the best.

This is for my LSD assignment, where we need to do a 20 mins ppt presentation. As I know more about the company along with my research, I have a dream of working for it in the future. Yea i'm serious! The company looks so fun~~

Anyway, still on the way of looking for a DSLR. Hope can get it on the next week!!!!!! It would be my biggest present for my birthday for sure haha. Learning something called 'brushes' from Hao as it would definitely make the photos nicer when I have my own camera oh yeah~

till then
i shall go back with my work d
:))

Thoughts

there are so many thoughts in my mind now. seriously, MANY. everyday my mind just wont let my brain to rest awhile, not even one minute. every single matter, every single motions, would let my brain to squeeze its juice up to think, why is this happening? how? so on and so forth...

my friends always say that im a thinker, they say sometimes i think too much, guessing here and there, making assumptions, tho i might be wrong in sometimes, but most of the time my thoughts would lead me to a clearer picture of any situation, indeed....

when we are young, i mean really young like during primary school, we were like so naive, asking every single possible question and demand for the answer from others. as we grow, don't you realize that the frequency of asking questions is becoming lesser and lesser? be it a classroom, lecture hall, or anywhere where a question could be raised. i'm a student who don't really say it out loud when i'm blur about something since secondary school. to make the matter worse, at college i don even ask any question at all. this is so pathetic right?

having a quiz later for moral studies. speaking of the subject, which is quite similar to sejarah, im still trying my best to teach everything i know to han sheng, lately he had been quite lazy wtf. i know he could do it, just that he still cant get the clear picture what history is all about sigh. gonna teach him question by question starting by tomorrow, what i hope that is he really put effort in it to score an A plus in spm.

till then
good night everyone :))

My comp

crashed again. The blue screen virus is back wtf WTF WTF!! haih, just bought windows 7 from atria and waiting for my bro in format the comp. the virus had been causing this for like 3-4 times in this year, and this is very annoying when im doing my assignment and suddenly all gone. Bull shit man T.T

and my N82 is still lying there. so many depressing news omg.

anyway, finally found a target. Nikon D5000 may be my pet next month!!! but vivian ask me not to buy it, cos its quite small lol. anyway, i do hope that i could get 1 asap !!

cant do any assignments now, how am i going to tell my group mates? GG lur...hope they would understand it :((

definitely exhausted

i'm exhausted~ totally.

went to Euphoria last Thursday night, it was totally awesome, despite I couldnt enjoy the last few hours LOL. damn it. should go there a second time shall we? hahaha

Worked for only 5 hours at IKEA today. I realized another thing today. If you want how the others treat you, treat them the way you wanted them to treat you. I know this is like the 1+1=2 formula, but somehow you have to experience it in real life only you understand it. For instance, everytime when I dont smile at customers, chances are that they will not put a smile on their face too. Instead, they will like treat you as a worker who help them to scan items and bla bla bla ..

Indeed, customers are not always right imo. I dont know which genius created the phrase customers-are-always-right, the fella must not encounter with those customers who are like a total idiot before. okay, i might stop whining here again haha :))

my N82 is still lying on the piano, brother is not free to take it to repair T.T

I found out that there are many course mate were in the same primary school with me!! to top it off, same class too!! what a coincident! hope that there would be a gathering with them asap!!

till then, hav a good weekend everyone, i will be off to bukit tinggi in a few hours time :D

My N82 is dead...

Haih, just now went to Sam's place to swim, before I went to bath my phone still working perfectly normal, and after reading Joy's and Sam's sms, I went to bath...singing, dancing and so happy wtf~

But right after I came out and check my phone, the screen was like blanked, then changed to whole black, soon after that it change to 3 colour lines, where I can see there is about 3 cracks on the screen WTF!!!! i thought it would be some sort of virus, and restart it like crazy maniac, but still...sigh, this phone is the first I bought, and I sayang it so sooo much, but now, unable to use it, makes my heart bleeds like np...zzz

sien ah!

sigh, phoneless now...really damn sad after I keep looking it.

I will dream of you...for sure :(

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Just back from Picadilly with Jyesze Chloe Aqua Hazel Joy BC and Ccl. They kept on discussed those scary ghost experience, scaring me out of shit zzz wtf.

Before we go, we played badminton at Sam's place, it was good to exercise once in a while haha. I'm planning to go to his swimming pool on the coming monday haha.

Thinking to do my assignment now, but my heart feels so lonely out of sudden... You know when you're outside yum cha with friends, you could feel that the whole world are around you. the laughter, the lap sap chit chat....... But when I'm sitting back in my room, surrounded by walls, the loneliness gets on me. Couldnt explain why, but just....sigh

Its late in the night...

... and I'm still sitting here, figuring out how to do my LSD assignment. The assignment requires us like do a summary on demographics in China and bla bla bla so on and so forth. The week had been so busy for me, doing assignments every day, still, I could still find the time to play DotA, if not i would be dead and gone..

haha, had my dinner @ zyun and chris's student house, as they hosted a steamboat there. One of them actually say sorry to me wtf, yeah it was kinda funny, she said that the night was boring for me. still, i wanna thank you so much la, i will try to switch my brain wavelength to be same as you lots, so that we could actually have the real fun next time hahaha

seriously i'm so wanna to get a dslr now man, going anywhere without a decent camera is actually torturing me haha omg. indeed, the camera installed in my N82 is actually quite good, but the speed of it are making me to step away from it sigh..to make it worse, this month im no longer working so much as compared to last month, due to workloads, and this would definitely drag it longer...WALAO EH~

tomorrow (today) gonna hang out with hshengm and melvin, its been a long time since i went to the cinema...arhhhh!!

cinema...dslr....and someone...............

nightz :)

Just back from...

... from the Curve. Was doing assignments there @ Dessert with Sam, it is quite a nice place, maybe there is plugs for my lappy ^^

I actually find myself prefer to do assignments outside, rather than sitting at home. I guess its because of the guiltiness hahahaha. If I did nothing, I would find it very hard to forgive myself for being wasting the so called precious time wth.

After Dessert, we headed to sedap to yum cha, we talked about many things that happened around us lately... I realized that basically each of us are dealing with so many problems/matters in our daily life, the relationship or interaction with others etc etc. Instead of making it more complicated, we actually can make it simpler. Don't think soooo much until it affects yourself. Life is meant to be joyful, and so we are responsible to make ourself enjoy it aren't we? :D

till then
have a good night everyone
:))

Moodless

Tho im quite satisfy with what's going around me lately, but i'm tired. tired of waiting someone when i go fetch them, tired of waiting when i turn on my computer, tired to call someone out for a movie, tired....that's why didnt go for work for the last few days...

eeee, i'm sick by the way, it looks like the weather are driving my body crazy, cough+running nose had not been making my day a day T.t may Him bless so that i could recover asap, as well as my aiya cousin aka Boon Chie to recover asap ya :D bless you :))

speaking of sickness, we are so vulnerable to diseases and virus attack, fortunately the medication and technology is developing at a pace that each day we discover more and more solution to this, but we never seems to realize that the root of the problems, which is a healthy thinking. i hate ppl who whine whine whine the whole day, like he/she has nothing else to spend the time on. indeed, such ppl are so obnoxious that no one really wants to stick with them, im so unlucky that there are this kind of lap sap around me leh T.T haha, instead of just sitting there and complain left/right up/down in/out, come on, solve it yourself and stop whining grrrrrrrrr

assignments are really Q-ing up in front of me, guess that i'll have to start work asap , i hate last min work but im always doing that wtf. haha bless me again :D

i wanna go back to work soon, i miss kak ema, kak yan, mimi, bang azrul and them so much...wtf

anyway...
haha
till then, do drop by to look for me if anyone of you're shopping at ikano/curve/ikea and even tesco!! :D nightz